NO WAY BACK

moved

2009-12-05T22:52:00.003+08:00

inexhaled.onsugar.com

relink ya?(:

SWTICHEDD

2009-12-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

moved to............shall disclose when i feel like it hehe.

2009-12-01T20:31:00.001+08:00

moved.

2009-11-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

it's filling you
it's killing me
it's filling you
it's killing me
and how, how could I...
how, how could I...
how, how could I
how could I

It's true: Everyone needs a reason to stay alive- someone who justifies your existence. Someone who loves you. Not beyond all reason. Just loves you. Even just shows an interest. Even someone who doesn't exist, or isn't yours. No, no! They don't even have to love you! They just have to be there to love! Target for your arrows. Magnetic pole to drag on your compass needle and stop it spinning and spinning and tell you where you're heading and...Someone to soak up all the yearning.

-Geraldine McCaughrean

2009-11-25T00:03:00.001+08:00

how long more to common test again?

FANTASTICCCC.....
u don't really wanna know the answer,do you.

2009-11-21T14:40:00.001+08:00

just a few pictures to add colours into this dull blog of mine.

hmm..so 4 bottles(of plain water!!!) and counting..i'm starting to think i might be hydrophilic lol.gotta cut down on calories and increase intake of h20!!!

water is essential for living hence i must drown myself in it.lol .workload are pilling up and up.my mood has been going down and down.i dont want this semester to end any sooner!! wish we had 4 hrs of lectures everyday haha.wishful thinking!

today is a saturday,tmr will be a sunday and the day after tmr is guess what! MONDAYY HIPHIP HOORAY!!! absoultely cant wait for monday.soooooooo eggcited!!!

im trying to convince myself that we are all perfect in our own ways.in the hearts of hearts,we are born to be nice,kind-hearted,thoughtful.yet you are making such a simple statement so hard to believe.

2009-11-12T21:28:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling vvvv elated & euphoric & estatic & exhilarated right now!!!! can't wait for tmr and saturday((:

hope we'll all have a super duper great time wheeee<333

but right now,i have to finish my organic chem tutorial first.sighhh,what a spoilsport.

2009-11-09T21:36:00.002+08:00

the fox clan.hahahah.eh i cant find my free fillet o fish n milkshake coupon.where did i put??!no free lunch alr sobsob.anw brought spaghetti to sch today,a passable effort,i guess cos abit too diluted.but nvm i shall make it tastier the next time round.im thinking of bringing mashed potatoes to sch on weds/thurs.....hmm still deciding.

omg ben barnessss is so freakingextremelyheartthrobbingmindblowing HAWTTTTT!!!!

ps karen: he does not look like a bear.
pps demi: i stopped playing the macs monopoly alr.i finally understood their ulterior motive of wanting to make me fatter without winning anything except for a couple of instant wins.worse,make me eat more mac stuff=garbage!!!!

i like cup of coffee by garbage.

in case u dont know,garbage is a band.their songs are kinda emoish-rock.i likey.

3

2009-11-08T21:51:00.003+08:00

MY TOP 3 HUNKS!!!!(not in chronological order or whatsoever)

random post but i just cant get my eyes of them esp ben barnes.oh my love,my darlingggg~

excel

2009-11-02T21:07:00.010+08:00

pretend the school canteens do not exist.
pretend the school canteens do not exist.
pretend the school canteens do not exist.

note to the 5 figures above:I CANT WAIT FOR THE RELEASE OF UR NEW ALBUM!!!!!!!!!THOUGH ITS 5 DAYS AFTER MY BDAY,IT'D STILL BE A GREAT GIFT!!!!I CANT WAIT TO HEAR THE SONGGGSSS!!!:D

(lol,i'm not in the right mind for even fantasizing they even know me)

-_-(marisa's fav icon)

(BLOODY HELL I JUST TYPED OUT A WHOLE CHUNK AND BLOGGER JUST LOVE TO EAT UP MY WORDS!!!ARGHHH IM NOT SO GULLIBLE TO RETYPE AGAIN! YOU THINK I LIKE TO USE THIS SERVER?!?! IF I KNEW HOW TO USE LIVEJOURNAL/TUMBLR/XANGA ETC,I WOULDN'T BE STAYING HEREEEE.)

okay,peace out.

2009-11-01T16:43:00.001+08:00

november

HAI

2009-10-28T19:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPYYY (EARLY) HALLOWEEEN*BOOOOO.

ICE SKATING(SOON)!!! NOV IM WAITING FOR U TO ARRIVE!!!

i need to stop feeling drowsy during lectures&practicals,maybe i should start eating breakfast from tmr onwards so that i have ample energy to focus FOCUS FOOOCUSSSS! during lessons.
i want to collect ALL the places for the macs monopoly game and hope we will win lotsa instant wins plus the grand prize of 50000$ to a trip to dontknow where,some european country i think?anw point is,so we can cancel the msia trip and go for this,but hahaha wishful thinking.think the probability of winning is 1/1000000.hmmm 0.05%of me think its still possible for us to be the lucky one.hahaa.so we will be eating macs tmr again^^
the more we eat macs,the higher the chances of winning right.

school is likeable again

2009-10-21T21:17:00.001+08:00

survived 3 days of school.

wasn't that bad after all,cos we are still in the holiday mood not ready to switch to school mode yet.had a whoopie-fun time with my classmates,as each day passes we are getting crazier,and not to mention the trip is getting nearer each day yipee!today had 4 hours of break after 9am lecture which only lasted 15 minutes?werent ready to step outside the blazing sun so we were still chilling inside the lecture hall and thats when we started playing donkey but didnt even finish 1 game cos liyan complained of getting bad cards when ironically i ended with 1 donkey,cant rmb whos the other unlucky person haha.so we started talking and crapping, talk about funny jokes,not so funny jokes,lame jokes.all kinds of jokes.then we migrated to library,found a vacant room and turned off the lights,ready to sleep til lunchtime.but then an annoying librarian came in and told us to turn on the lights and do something.best part was she called us'ah girls' and said 'GUAI AH' before closing the door.

-_-'

obviously none of us was able to sleep so we started talking again.from funny jokes we upgraded to eerie ghost stories.sandra's ghost stories were scary enough to creep us all that all of us nearly jumped when almost immediately her story ended,came a 'DENG DENG DENG' sound which was actually the library announcement.what perfect timing....

so the last lesson of today was the much dreaded biochem prac which actually wasn't even the slightest bit boring at all.why?cos we get to sit with our own friends instead of chronologically.:D i hope we can choose our own seats for every practical,after call singapore is a democratic world right?we are independent to make our own choices right right??

i agree wholeheartedly.

oh forgot to mention as school ended early ystd we went to penisula plaze+suntec and finally had the chance to sit the motion ride after myra's incessant praising of how exciting and fun the ride is.and for once she is telling the truth.each ride cost $3 per person with 4 choices of rides to choose from.so far i only tried number 1 and 2.waiting for 2 more new rides to be available before we go again and i officially declare yami yogurt is love.okay,maybe frolick too but yami has more flavours to choose from and cheaper.

so..........

i hate to admit but seems like i have lost my train of thoughts.partly because i still have biostats notes to print and the thought of waking at 7.40 daily irks me.
goodbye.sorry for the abrupt closing but my nose is beginning to sweat and i can't take it anymore.
needa go to a cooler place,mayb shall hide in the fridge for now.
CIAO!
oh lastly,i apologise for such a lengthy post with no pictures.
boohoo.

say 'NO' to school

2009-10-18T21:46:00.006+08:00

those are books that im dying to get my hands on,especially the last one.i love to read postsecret.okay school starts tmr sobsob* but luckily theres no practical for first week of school and i'm relieved.means tmr theres only 1 lesson which is biostats lecture.hmm.... totally am new to that subject.don't know what to expect from it.

will be watching 500 days of summer tmr.i'd prefer sister's keeper,really.sigh,guess its not up to me to make decision.

anw the last week of holiday was fun,going out everyday,trying to savour the last bit of holiday.we should have done this more often,we shall meet up at least once a week?or at least 2 weeks?because the distance apart us is just so intolerable and may we enjoy every moment we have with each other,my friends.haha i sound so mushy lol.

okay,im not really in the mood to blog right now.have been feeling angsty for the past 2 days,maybe my period is coming.

lol

andthisishowcoolpeopletype.itsaveustimeandeffortnothavingtohitthespacebarsobothofusfiguredoutthisishowweshouldtype,
oratleasthowcoolpeopletypeandifumanagetogettothispartandunderstandwhatimtyping,
congratsyouareacoolpersontoo(;

buaibuai.
and heres a shoutout to everyone whos school starts tmr too

: HAVE FUN :D
(no am not trying to be sarcastic)

speak

2009-10-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

i figured since i have so little time left of happiness,every passing minute is precious and thus i shall spam my blog with posts cos who knows school can be hectic when school reopens right?and partially cos i am bored right now,haha,hahaha.not to mention last day of work tmr! can't wait for it to end....

so right now i am trying to enjoy every bit of the remaining..urh,145 hours and 48 minutes of freedom.(: listening to great songs,writing out a list of books i'd borrow in the library tmr/hopefully this week.yes,i am a bookworm,i am a sucker for teen fiction,romance novels,vampirebloodsucklingnovelsliketwilight,but i personally feel the movie cannot measure up to the book.this afternoon,i finished reading 'speak'.its basically about this teenage girl who was raped but wouldnt dare speak up..yea u get the drift.its definitely a must read! so after knowing its being made into a movie and coincidentally starring kristen steward,i decided to give it a try.so after like what,10 minutes....i couldnt stand it anymore,i clicked the 'X' button.pretty much expected....

PS:i love mixtapes.
PPS:i shall update with more pictures in my next post.its so dull.life is so dull.hopefully on wednesday i will take lots of photos and actually look nice in it.

2009-10-12T12:57:00.002+08:00

its official.

i have only left with 155 hours and approx 2 minutes and 35 seconds to live.after the clock tick 12 in 155 hours and approx 1 minute and 42 seconds( oh i can feel time slipping away,ticktockticktock,so quickly!!),i'm gonna be living hell.yes,u got me right.living.in.hell. life isn't a bed of roses anymore,never will be,i can feel the thorns prickling down my flesh as the clock ticks away,minute by minute,hours by hours....how i wish i could live like this forever,sleeping in late,using the internet like nobody's business,eating packets of hello panda and not worrying about the weather,yada yada.just shut off everything and live in my own cosy little world.naive of me to actually get used to this lifestyle and SNAP!reality sets in.school sounds foreign to me for the past month,which actually seems like a week now that i think of,but this morning,i happily turned on my computer,ready to spam the internet with much enthusiasim,stupid me went to the school website and curiosity got the better of me,i checked the timetable thinking its still not out yet.never should i ever trust my instinct again...

now i am overwhelmed with sadness and its as if my heart had sunk from 13th storey to the basment carpark.no much deeper than that.to the 18th level of hell.i bet 'they' can even feel my sadness from there,maybe they are even weeping for me .some people have monday blues on mondays(duh!),i think i have a syndrome called schooldshuddersmeandmakemefeelsadevenifthereisstill155hoursanddontknowhowmanyminutesofhappinessleft.wow this is longgggg,i think even my family doctor dont know if this syndrome exist cos its too looooooonggg for him to understand.you know doesnt mean a doctor knows everything.after all they are only human and a human can only store this much of information,like my 8gb itouch.once the storage space exceed,it prompts:'space exceeded,please delete some items and try again' well,something along this line.and i'm blabbering...

so my timetable is out and after looking at it,i am not happy.not the least.i am so emotional right now that i need dozens of tissue to calm my nerves down.i hate school.thats an understatement.and not to mention i hate practicals more,i dont want to have to wear long pants everyday to school.firstly i dont have a lot of pants to start with,secondly,we the citizens of singapore,have to suffer in this weather which is like the amazon or maybe sahara desert(take ystd's weather as an eg,i bet every household turned on their air-conditioned), and having to wear long pants to school is like telling an eskimo to strip stark in the antarctica.go figure.

i can go on and on about the negative impact it'd cause,having to turn up for school everyday at 9am and the yucky modules thats listed....but i will not go there.

i know it'd kill you,like how it'd already killed me.

2009-10-08T21:39:00.002+08:00

finally,ive decided to blog,again.but everytime i want to make a proper post,i end up not knowing what to type.my brain shuts off by itself,automatically.maybe its because of the tv,my mum is watching the 9pm show,i think felicia chin is not a bad actress,but seems like alot of people isnt really fond of her.advertisment now.

still distracted.i cant seem to conjure up anything.

alright,so work has been alright(and vvvvv boring).managed to scrape through,and already gotten my first pay.yay!now i am in a dilemma again,should i continue working after school reopen?sigh,i really dont know.i really am a very fickle minded person.one minute i like sth,the next i'm having second thoughts.at this very moment,i am thinking if i should watch modern family or glee...and after much thought,i end up watching none.haha.

another more week,marks the start of school again,and i am quite pysched but i hope i can save up enough money and not spend so much on food for the end-of-yr trip with my polymates.heres sth to look forward to for now!finally so many tiring days of mundane life,where theres only workworkwork,im finally having a break!i shall make full use of the remaining days i have with the outside world before school start.

tomorrow seems like the perfect day.
ps:i wanna go ice skating againn & partyyyy!!!

2009-09-15T12:55:00.002+08:00

hmmm bonding time with poly mates last night was awesome.though not everyone was there which was sucha pity but nevertheless we chatted til 2.30 then headed off to bed.though i was rather lethargic but i kept tossing n turning due to my blocked nose and i think im having sore throat soon,throat feels itchy :/.

anyway woke at 11am this morning haha i know right im sucha pig.but every morning i wake up feeling depressed and sian cos my mind nvr fails to remind me i needa work ltr.sighhh the clock now read 1pm.needa head for work in 2 hours time.

sighhhhhhhhh.

2009-09-09T14:27:00.003+08:00

okay i prolly am a loser for quitting after day one lol.but you had no idea how much courage ive mustered up to utter 'i am quitting'(somewhere along this line cos i cant rmb the actual words,plus,i dont wanna rmb.its sucha awkward,weird,painful,etc experience,i mean going there to return the uniform part) anw the best thing is i didnt even get a single cent but guess i derserve it huh):.

i was never good with directions nor numbers,ever.so day one my fellow collegue was telling me eg'4 cups of water at table 14' n i didnt even know wt heck table 14 is and i had to actually get her to point to me so i think im more of a hindrance than help to them haha.thankfully none of them reprimanded me when i told them i'm quitting,i mean the staffs there.pheww my heart was beating at 98765 times per second while on the way walking to cp.but i guess i will miss the people there,sorta.managed to make a few acquaintances esp i find the auntie there damn cute.everytime when i went to put the plates she'd talk to me like'oh do u have a bf?/my daughter's name also got xuan,what sch u studying at etc'

hmmm..anyway.my new job at famous amos starts tmr.cant rightfully say im excited for sure,more of nervous maybe.becos its at ion orchard and there will surely be lots of people,like duh.

hopefully,this job can stay permanent(;

anw please watch this i gaurantee you will fall for him like how i did a million years ago too.LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEJQMkCkAsE

2009-09-04T00:59:00.006+08:00

i dont know why the quality of photo changes after i upload them on blogger.stupid blogger sucks.anw this whole week was hell lots of fun.monday swimming with chiie and da-mi,tuesday fd with cherry blossom wednesday picnic at marina barrage wit clique minus delia whos in school so poor thing and jolene whos kinda grounded,even more poor thing lol.anw weather was super hot but we've managed to take manymany peektures so its worth it.then thursday which was today,a few hours ago,bbq with class at pasir-ris park.walked from interchange to area c ourselves.marisa,liyan n i ought to give ourselves a pat on the shoulder haha.then tmr i feel like eating pastamania ,creamy chicken yumyum but the swensens person better call me tmr or else i will go find him personally with my parang for making me wait for his call since morning=8.10am!!!!! for breaking his promise,lol sounds so serious muahahah.

byebye blah blah black sheep.

2009-08-30T23:13:00.002+08:00

okay i will resume blogging tmr,with pictures and stuff.

or maybe the day after tmr hahaha.i've been hoggin on the computer for the whole of today watching true blood!!! cant rly say if i love it neither do i hate it.but its like i have a love-hate relationship with this show.sometimes it gets boring and too sick,but some scenes are pretty heart-wrenching makes me wanna cry.anw went back to sjc for family day two days ago and oh my do i miss my clique hahaha.loveyoupeopletrucklots.okay i shall go off now to contd my true blood marathon.

may the best blood win.

2009-07-12T12:33:00.001+08:00

i need to/want to/feels like/might want to get a part-time job!!
anyone wants to go job hunting with me?((;

2009-07-12T00:34:00.003+08:00

okay shit.i didn't know what i clicked on.now everything is gone,technically.i only wanted to change to a basic template.didnt know it'd take away the tagboard/links etc.ahhhh!now i'd have to link everyone all over again -_-.shall do it when i'm free((: hehe.

2009-07-05T14:29:00.003+08:00

my virgin experience at rebel&zirca was indeed gonna be a memorable one:DDD and prolly'd be my first and only time before i reach the legal age to hit the clubs! clubclub!!wait for me ahhhh~anw it was srsly veryvery fun esp if u go with the right people *winkwink.am waiting for them peeps to upload the pictures ahh charmaine's camera died on her when we were just about to enter the club like so daomei plss)));

anyway rewind back,we had a surprise birthday celebration for amanda HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED:DD had steamboat at iforgotthenameoftheplace but the food there is super delicious esp the tomyam soup ahh love it!and before that we went bras besar to make XX and i just realised i forgot to pay him back.how much eh andy??! and suddenly now i have alot of people i want to thank! thankyou huixuan for lending me ur clothes and giving me makeover,quoted'i look like a korean when i put on makeup'woah made me so happy,but i forgot to ask is it before plastic surgery or after?hahaha!andx3 ty ben for treating some of us to the club.next time we'll surely reciprocate back((;

so back to the harsh world of reality,my cts officially starts tmr,please empower me with the knowledge and grant me good grades.i srsly dont want to retain,i know you'll mock n laugh and say'poly will retain one meh?!.truth is,idk and hopefully i dont wanna be the first one either! okay hopefully after this,i will go study.pls give me the motivation to!

(ps:liyan! foreginbodies is considered as one word LOL!:D )
pss: im having steamboat again later to celebrate mama's birthday wheee~

2009-07-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

i only have 3 words to type in this post:

foreign bodies is love<3333>

(:

2009-06-24T05:05:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT!!!! its 5am and i'm still awake!!like still wide-eyed kind of awake.OMGGGG and i have camp on thursdayy.ahh my body works in weird way.so right now,i am darned bored wheras my family members are sleeping like logs and know what,2 hours later,my dad's gonna wake up.should i go say good morning and make him breakfast?lol shitshitshit why arent i feeling tired?i didnt take caffeine nor drink green tea etc...GASP!!is it cos of the coffee cake i ate this morning?!hmm....shall stop eating that.or cakes in general cos it fattening!!!(cream=fat!) anw luckily some dude invented facebook,its the source of my entertainment and relaxation.lol,it feels the void in my heart awww.okay i guess this is the result of insomnia....

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

(anw jo,friday i give you french kiss k.big fat slurps of smooches<3333)
ps:with tongue you want?:p

2009-06-14T20:03:00.006+08:00

let the pictures do the shaking.

<3 & my heart beats for each individual above.(inserts jo's monster face too)
6-1-1=4 left in the 'virgin'(dont think dirty!) club.

2009-05-31T14:02:00.002+08:00

i don't know what to feel up this space anymore.

my sister's going away for a camp tmr.the start of my salvation has finally begun.muahahaha.
i hate the weather.sunny day sunny day,come again another day.little children want cloudy day.CLOUDY DAYYY!!or rainy day,i don't mind.i just want the sun to go away.
hmm good job to me,i just invented a new nursery rhyme(;

i wanted to pon jap tmr but to my dismay,theres IPCT.)): i feel like crying.i just wanna lie in bed and sleep for the rest of my life til prince charming wake me up with a kiss.wooah.very random i know.can't u tell i'm just trying to blog out of nothing?hmm..cant wait for fbodies camp.hmmm hmmm.....BYEEE!!

2009-05-19T20:41:00.003+08:00

right now,i shouldn't even be online cos i have 2 tests tmr & thats very sad.plus i have jap test again on friday and that makes me even more depressed.i'm trying to keep my eyes open for every lecture.perhaps i should try the toothpick method,i'll let u know if it really works haha.anyway we had 4 hours break today.initially we wanted to catch a movie but everyone was lazy and so being studious kids,we went to the library to do work.speaking of work...hmm i still needa edit my proposal,try to start on pp,study for tmr's tests( )): ),revise on microbio,inorganic chem,physical chem......zzzzz all those stuff can kill me man.but on a brighter note,i'm gonna have my 1st official cca practice on friday wheee!

hopefully i'm still alive by then.heh.

2009-05-16T21:16:00.004+08:00

was feeling euphoric a few hours ago because i got intooooo foreignnn bodiessss:DDDDD happyhappy.but after doing the cs proposal,the excitement inside me kinda died down.BUT! i still cant wait for the first practice hehe.actually my mind is in a blank right now and my mind is too lethargic to conjure any sensible words plus my very annoying dad is trying to read what i'm typing from the back so i shall stop now.HAHA! byebye!!!!!

2009-05-10T18:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!<3333

i love you plenty.
sometimes a simple gesture shows the greatest appreciation.(:

gonna leave house for dinner soon,i realised i've been avoiding something for the past few days/week and that is PROPOSAL WRITING!!gosh gotta stop procrastinating and actually get down to work.initially wanted to finish up at least a few pages today,thinking i might need the internet to do the research.so i happily switched on the com at 1pm but the moment i hover my cursor over the screen,i've been clicking/searching for everything except 'microsoft words','elearnin' stuff that gotta with my proposal writing.colossal failure man.its okayyy,i shall dedicate my day tmr to do (((: i hope i have the perserverance to focus and not be tempted to do other stuff hehe.

so school is getting more tough,trying very hard to stay awake during microbio lecture.i dont know why,but i just don't seem to be inclined to that subject.the bacteria names are difficult to remember.i can definitely feel the weight on my shoulders getting heavier.):

anyway,just a brief outline of week 3 in school(thats if ure even interested to read haha).skipped stagearts practice for foreign bodies audition on thursday.lemme tell you the waiting queue was comparable to the number of people going for singapore idol audition.no joke.okay maybe not that many,say 1/4 of it?hehe.we had 1 and 1/2 hours to learn the routine and was the last group for showcase,how great so basically i reached home like 11.40plus,i know im not the latest,some of my friends reached home bout 12 plus hehe,poor them.anyhow if im not gonna get in fb,i swear i'm gonna sulk every single day in school,every single minute.i will wallow myself in self-pity and try to attempt suicide and curse every single person in fb for causing my death.MUAHAHHAHA!im sucha eeeevil person.

above are pictures taken about 8765432345678 yrs ago.

2009-05-05T20:46:00.002+08:00

don't you think once you've gotten something,you tend to want more?

guess its just human nature.right now i'm in a dilemma whether if i should just go for fbodies audition after getting into stagearts!!!(was so unexpected,thought i couldnt get in cos i screwed up the steps:x)anw,i hate tuesdays the most.had 2 consecutive practicals plus i have short attention-span.and as if its not torturous enough,we still gotta do 2 reports for microbio.screw my life.i've forgotten 90% of it.

anw am looking forward to tomorrow heehee:DDDD but i shall not spill the beans.secret secret(: really hope she has no clue about our plan,plus i'm finally going out shopping tmr!! wheee.though i can wear home clothes everyday to school but theres no point dressing nice if your going straight home from school right?i mean the feeling is just different lol.

okayyy,my mind is in a total blank right now,so i shall just stop here and yay,i FINALLY can do gauss jordan after gazilion years.

(note to self: hmmm,MUST take pictures tomorrow.its been long since i last took pictures,not counting us in our lab coats cos we need those pictures for our resume to be a pharmacist in the future.cannot anyhow put on blogs.HAHA!k i know somoe of u might get my joke,nvm i'm outta here:DD)

2009-04-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

it sucks to be judged based on a mere 2mins or so.
i hate this feeling,right now.

i pray for a miracle.i really want to believe that pigs can fly.
anyhow the results will be out on tuesday.
i'm so gonna cry right now.

2009-04-26T12:13:00.005+08:00

VVVVVV IMPORTANT!!!!!

IF YOU SEE YOUR FACE IN THE PICTURE ABOVE,i have a v urgent message to put across!!!

WE.GOTTA.MEET.UP.ASAPPPPP.
hahahaaa this is the only picture i can find where everyones in it.hmm which day do ur end the earliest?lalala wc still owe us dimsum treat LOL!:D

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anw a brief summary of the 1st week in school.hmm,i shall just summarise in point forms:

-my class is a hilarious bunch of peeps,like this guy puts his face as his desktop wallpaper and made us all laughed like shit.and he plays dota like 24/7.hardcore!!

-i like to eat in koufu but its always packed during lunch hour so sandra,odelia and i will always pack our things 1 min before lecture/tutorial ends and chiongggg (: yes,hunger makes a person kiasu.

-after attending classes for all the subjects,i still am not sure whats the difference between inorganic and physical science.yes i only remembered one studys the periodic table more in depth?

-we need to make a video and post it on youtube for chemistry.clearly,our lecturer is hipzz yo.oh and our maths lecturer is funny!!hes the kind of lame-funny.like i cant rmb,he uses 'wildcard' and 'joker' to represent numbers etc.

-i kinda prefer lecture to tutorial cos the latter seems more intimidating.i scaredddd.make me pee in my pants only.

-ive memorised the 46 hiragana characters, i just hope it will stay in my brain permanently.i wonder,with advanced technology to the extent where they have a techno privacy scarf which looks like this:

i know like wth right?!! anw my point is,why couldnt scientists invent more practical things like a pill that helps to boost memory.sth like doraemon's memory bread where u imprint wtv u wanna memorise on the bread and pooof,thats what i called staying in ur brain permanently.ahh how i wish.....

-hm,i signed up for stagearts and fbodies.now that im thinking about it,i shldve joined more,what if i cant get in both?!GASPP.anw fbodies performance is simply breathtaking.like every single one of them can dance so well,how on earth am i gonna be on par with them?!in another life,perhaps.hah!

はじみまして huanxuan　だおぞよろしくおねがいします！！
(how do you do! my name is huanxuan.nice to meet you)

(: thats the only full sentence my teacher've taught me.hahaha,looking forward to tmr's japanese wheeee.

arigato goizaimasu!!!<3

2009-04-18T16:54:00.004+08:00

caught 17 again yesterday.
this movie is really all about zac efron.like omg,im not really a huge fan of his but i gotta admit hes charming and suave.the only weakness he has is perhaps his height.he's a lil short,for a guy.hmm the only qn i ponder over is,why vanessa?!WHY MUST HE FREAKING CHOOSE VANESSA HUDGENS AS HIS GF/(FIANCE?!)

then again,im not a huge fan of his,like who cares right???!!
besides if i were to choose between zac efron and robert pattinson i would choose the latter just beacuse he's more manly and taller though his uhm not very clean shaved look might make him look like a begger you might bump into along the alleys of orchard road.HAH!(no offence to the hardcore fans of his!)

speaking of orchard road,i cant wait for orchard ion/ion orchard to open.but i heard its not gonna be ready til the end of the year right?saddd.plus the idea of having to wake up early on monday makes me devastated)))))))); lesson officially starts at 1pm but gotta be at school by 11am so that means i gotta wake at9.30?hm actually its not that bad,i have friends who like live at the other end of the world,so they gotta wake up much earlier than me.HAHA!i really do pity them though.

hmmmmm,gonna go read the books which ive just borrowed!!((:
0-0

2009-04-12T16:24:00.004+08:00

I am positively,undoubtedly,assuredly..........NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TMR FOR THE WTV EVENT HAHAHA!(think its more ice-breaking games and stuff like that.no need i tell you my class is alr very bonded we even went to watch the unborn(SUCKY MOVIE),though not everyone went cos some alr went home before we even have the chance to ask them.BUT THE POINT IS:tmr's event is just superfluous.)

i will give u 3 valid reasons why i'm not going.

1)i do not wish to wake up bloody early just to play games and sweat like a pig there!(the duration is from 8.30 til noon and attire:sportswear so i figured we'll be playing some high energy games.)

2)i do not want to waste my money on transport.times are hard.though ive joined the 'PETITION AGAINST HIGH BUS FARE FOR TERTIARY STUDENTS',the government's not hearing our woes are they??!?!

3)i run out of clothes to wear(lie)

anyhow,i shall upload 2 pictures we've taken ystd(me,pris,my cuz).so initially the plan was going to flea titan after dance,though its kinda last min planning but still we didnt go in the end cos the bloody shuttle bus bloody didnt wanna come and when one bus came no one(teenagers like us whom i suppose are heading to flea titan too.) went up and when i was just about to ask the bus driver if its heading to our destination one smart alec had to say 'oh this bus is going to tiong bahru plaza'.so in the end we didnt board the bus and watch it drive off under the heavy rain(**inserts thunderstorm and lightning for the dramatic effect)!!

feeling something amiss,we asked the security guard there and she told us that was the only bus going there,SO WE BLOODY MISSED THE BUS AFTER WAITING FOR LIKE ETERNITY?!?

!!! soooo in the enddddddddd,we just went to bugis hahaha and there were alot of people there too.hmm i wonder is it people these days have alot of cash to spare is like all the shopping malls were so packed!! oh speaking of which,i wanna go to the new shopping centre in tampines,its called T1 if im not wrong??

failed attempt to look cool.

smiling is the safest bet!

the size of my face is comparable to the size of south america!!

2009-04-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

TGIF!!!!!!!

<333333333333333

2009-04-09T20:38:00.002+08:00

Nothing thrills us
Anymore
No one kills us
Anymore
Life is such a chore
When it's….
Boring

orientation ended yesterday.
no pictures to upload,no stories to tell.
life is mundane,currently in hibernation mode.

BUT,

tomorrow will be a new day(:

2009-04-02T12:50:00.004+08:00

i don't even understand what he's speaking,heck.i could play this video over 20 times just to listen to his oh-so-sexy voice and stare into his be-yooo-teeful face.i love how his hands fidget awww hes just so cute and adorable makes me just wanna squeeze his cheeks hah.hmm...could he be my knight in shining armour?*FAINTSS

uploaded by karen,the uber efficient uploader,haha she likes to be called efficient.right karen?:D
anyway,have i mention my orientation is just 3 days away?!?!GASP?!

suddenly,i don't feel like blogging anymore ):
i want to bury myself in bed and never come out,nothing seems to captivate my attention anymore.UNLESS ITS KENICHI MATSUYAMA!!!even his name sounds so sexy and yummy *SLURPP.

2009-03-31T15:24:00.002+08:00

i don't know what else to say besides saying i'm extremely tired and my eyes look kinda dead and my brain cells aren't doing their job.
i don't know what else to do besides looking at random pictures and staring into blank space and typing down this post with alphabets.
i don't know what else to eat though i just ate long john sliver,and did i mention i ate exactly the same thing a few days ago.i think im gonna gain at least 1kg.
i don't know what music i should listen to right now cos all im hearing is noises coming from tv and from the living room where my sis's playing the piano.
i don't know what else to watch except antm,real world and gossip girl.speaking of which these are the only shows i watch.besides movies.i kinda prefer reality shows to drama series.I HATE KOREAN DRAMAS!!its always so predictable and cliche.
i don't know what else to feel...is there even such a phrase 'what else to feel'?!as ive mentioned,my brain cells aint doing their job,i think they are still in 'sleep mode',not sure when they'll wake up though.Anw,i'm feeling numb right now,emotionless.dead.hollow.

i don't know what else to type anymore.
thus i will end this post with

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2009-03-28T19:27:00.002+08:00

i wonder if everyone will turn off their lights for that one hour,EARTH HOUR!:D
if u glance across my block afterwards,you might notice the lights are still on for one particular house.yup!! thats my house!! LOL.cos my relatives are too engrossed in playing mahjong i reckon they dont even know its EARTH HOUR!! not that im into the clean and green campaign,heck i dont even use my own (paper,plastic etc)bag every wednesdays for grocery shopping.not that i go to supermarket weekly(omg sound so obasan!).but still....you get the drift((: tmr there will be more flyers to distribute.tmr,i will have to put on that plastic smile and say thank you while distributing and they bloody hell just take!!!!its just a piece of paper for goodness sake! there are so many things u can do with it.

1)call the no if ur interested in the content
2)use it to fan urself
3) throw it into the bin(but i strongly advise against it!!! clean n green campaign rmb?!)
4)use it as draft paper n do ur maths calculations whatever
5)best: bring home and use it to wipe ur asss hah!

k im really being sarcastic cos i am suddenly v annoyed cos its so damn noisy!!!arghhh who invented the mahjong tiles?! the sound of (many) mahjong tiles being rolled over and over again is so ..painfully disturbing to my soft and delicate earsss.HAHA!speaking of delicate,the other day my earring got stuck INSIDE my ear but luckily the doctor managed to get it out,phew.if not i think my ear hole will just get bigger and bigger and BURST!!POOOF AND GONE IT WILL BE!!

anw disappointing it might be,but no I WILL NOT REMOVE THAT PICTURE OF ADAM FRENCH KISSING ANTHR GUY!! hahaah who knows,maybe this photo is worth 1mil bucks on ebay;DDD

i hate this post.
its so lengthy and blahhh.
ciaoooo<3333

2009-03-27T22:04:00.005+08:00

hello everyone,this post is dedicated to my beloved adam(:
as you know,everyone calls me EVE.ADAM AND EVE ARE FATED TO BE TOGETHER!!!!
oh adam,adam wherefore art thou adam.my adam lambert!!!!
OMIGODDDD ADAM JUST WINKED AT ME!! awww,he can be so cheeky at times,LOL.

k enough of my obsession.anw,today was an exhausting day.some singaporeans are damn rudeeeeee): they are the ones that totally made my day man.HIPHOP TMRRR CANTTT WAIT WHEE.i really really wanna join foreign bodies,i really really hope i can get in!!!

AHHHH SOMEONE JUST TOLD ME ADAM'S A GAY.)))))))):
my heart just shattered into 12345678765432456 pieces.
its okay,i will live in self denial.its okay,lalala.

eew,after seeing this picture,im having second thoughts LOL.omgg the other guy looks like robert pattinson.WHYY!! please dont let all the good guys be gay)): its just not fair.

but nevertheless,

HES STILL MY ADAM LAMBERT.ONE AND ONLY<3

and ofc,how could i forget MATT!!

he doesnt deserve to be in the BOTTOM three.if i were to live in america,i'd vote for him 24/7,but too bad this is singapore!!!

2009-03-26T00:21:00.002+08:00

this is what karen calls a space shot.

smile for the cameraaa

i shall make this my signature pose wooo.

say hello to jo whos not in the picture

in the midst of putting on funny faces while she tries to find the right angle.

omg the plant is even taller then us!gasp!

huh

world peace

five random things

1)coming soon was quite scary but cannot hold a candle to shutter!
2)flower for algeron is a superbbbb book everyone should read it religiously!!
3)my lappie's gonna run out of battery!!!
4)neeed more $$$$$$$$$$$$!!!!
5)today's sakae was good.

2009-03-20T18:34:00.002+08:00

is a mere $9.50 more important to you or your pride slash reputation slash face slash popularity slash IDK ANYTHING THATS WORTH MORE THAN $9.50!!

i believe all'd choose the latter.right right right?

BUT WHY OH WHY doesnt she(or it could be a he or even an alien or vampire or lycan etc.see i dont even know that person's gender,all i know is that person is a living matter,i suppose) UNDERSTAND?! she told me shes gonna mail out the item on LAST friday,another week has gone by and i still hasnt receive it!!! the best part is,my emails have been 'fallen' on deaf ears,if even theres such an expression.clearly,shes avoiding meeeeeeee.what audacity!! normal mail would only take (the most) 3 days to arrive,based on my ~~years~~ months ): of blog shopping experience.if by tmr i dont get the full refund,(she,he,alien,lycan,vampire etc),is gonna pay!!!!

arghhhhh.

anyway,i wanna watch coming soon.i know this is the million and one time im saying it and i am finally gonna catch this movie on monday?wheeeeee?and i cant wait for hiphop tmr wheee?and also i wanna thank her for making my day wheeeee?to be precise that msg made my day(and many more days i hope) wheeee? heres a wink for you ;)

wheeeee:DDDD

2009-03-18T18:05:00.002+08:00

'you forget what you want to remember and you remember what you want to forget'
-cormac mccarthy

when will you start to realise that the world doesn't just revolve around you alone?

riding on a roller coaster of mixed emotions,some days i do feel like this and today is one of those days.....on a lighter note,i havent yet decide what to wear to bugis tmr hmmm..anw,I HAVENT GOT MY ALDO HAIRBANDS YETTT THAT PERSON TOLD ME SHE MAILED OUT ON FRIDAY AND NOW IS ALR WEDS!!ARGH SHE BETTER HOPE IT WILL ARRIVE TO ME TMR OR ELSE IM GONNA HUNT HER DOWN AND......muahahahhaha!

2009-03-12T16:36:00.002+08:00

why oh why must i spend more money right now,especially when theres recession?!?!am i that patriotic that im helping to push up spore's economy at this crucial period?!?!oh my mother,oh my father,OH MY GOD.

partly im not satisfied with ystd's purchase so that explains why i have bout 5 transactions to make tmr!!!!argh am so pissed with myself although secretly,I CANT WAIT FOR THE ITEMS TO ARRIVE AHAAHA.

this is a lame post and i have no photos to upload yet thats sad and im raving mad.-().()- (ahh i suck at making emotions!!i was actually trying to make an angry face!! )

too bad.im off.

2009-03-08T12:20:00.000+08:00

i figured if im going to watch 'coming soon' on friday,i should give hotel626 a try.you know,to train my guts and hopefully leave the room in one-piece. cos if i remembered clearly,i cant sleep for 3 consecutive nights after watching shutter and i refuse to look at myself in the mirror whenever i'm alone,afraid that there'd be a shadow lurking somehow,somewhere-in my bedroom and constantly reminding myself to sit up straight cos you never know if someone is sitting on ur back if u ever felt the slightest weight on your shoulders.muahaha.i'm okay with gore but never never with ghostss like piontianaks n all that,esp female ghosts.but then again,dont all horror movies involve a female ghost??besides shutter is the scariest movie ive watched,so far.its rllyrllyrllysuperguaranteedpluschop-scary.wow thats a long word.i'm hoping coming soon doesnt dissappoint although i refuse to admit let the right one in is a boring movie.yes i do agree that its not really a horror movie but its a good movie nonetheless!it gets your mind thinking.okay enough of my crap i should get back to my book.

speaking of books,i hope my sister bury herself in them muahaah and i wanna thank her for reminding me that being skinny is short-lived.i'm like the girl on the show,200 pounds beauty,except that my story would be the other way round.from skinny to HUMONGOUSLY,ATROCIOUSLY,DISTURBINGLY----------F.A.TTTTT.

fat is a taboo.do not ever everr mention that word infront my face,esp my face!!!!! tyvm.

hahaahah blogging is fun,afterall.

thansk for being my 'wonderfullll' sister,always.
cant decide if im being sarcastic or not. (;

2009-03-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

im craving for mcwings now.

MCWINGSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
i.need.to.shop.like.seriouslyyyyyyyyyy.
i figured this time im not getting shirts hmm i want accessories like bangles,necklaces that sorta stuff.more shorts & pants.not forgetting dressess,rompers, etc.k basically everything except tees((:
so whos craving for a shopping trip?(;

today's hiphop was hmm the usual but i wish we could dance to another song instead.this 'kimchi' song is too....as the title suggest,kimchi.i think kimchi means the same as kawaii in jap hahahha.i want womanzier!!!we shld sign on a petition man.

anw i'm beginning to fall in love ...............................with books!!! all over again!!(((: i'm hoping i can finish this one by today so that i can read another book!!yayyy all the bookworms unite!!!i should totally go create a bookclub,n i know secretly,deep down in your heart all of you wanna join.muahahah.

I WANT MY MCWINGSSS!!!WHERE ARE YOU,MCWINGSSS I CANT WAIT TO DEVOUR YOU RAHHHHH!!!

okay tyvmuchie.i need to get sth to eat(although i just had dinner!!),before i start chewing on my laptop.hahah isnt that hilarous??laugh!!.k they say a hungry man is an angry man but i think it more like a hungry woman(yess im not a sexist!!),is a crazy woman.yes i am crazy cos im spouting nonsense.

k byebye.anw i cant wait for sentosa outingggg plus movie.dinggggg.

MCWINGSSSSS HERE I COME!!!!!!:D

2009-02-23T16:01:00.000+08:00

and She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
Where people are pleasently strange
And counting the change
And She goes...
Nobody knows

<3 the music video k g2g help my mum find her specs now haha.

2009-02-15T13:52:00.000+08:00

maybe,maybe not.

so the train was packed yesterday,so packed.some of the guys were holding a bouquet of flowers(which i find is so sweet) while others were empty-handed! whereas some group of girls were carrying a handful of balloons blah blah.

met the rest at vivocity but didnt watch movie in the end cos there were just so mannyyy peopleee,couples to be exact(; then headed to bugis blah blah blah.hmm lets just say the guys have a different sense of humor hah.

and everything else from then on is just blahhhhh.:D

ps: do you like my bangsss wheee.

2009-02-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

if you were in my shoes,would you have done differently?

anw about 2 more hours later will officially be VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!

;D

loveeee isssss allllll aroundddddd wheeeeeeee.
i love you,you and you!!!!<333333

xoxo
lots of hugs & smooches.

2009-02-10T22:08:00.001+08:00

bugis or far east?

BUGIS!!!

k anw have been spending alot lately.shouldve felt remorseful and guilty cos after all.......it wasnt even my money to begin with.k is swear after tmr onwards,i must learn to be thrifty like real thrifty.i shall limit myself to spend ONLY $5 a day! say,im going out with my friends,i will:

1)only go window shopping,i will not even buy clothes even if its on MEGASALE(like 2 for $20 kind)
2)go to the nearest kopitiam and order only a teh tarlik n toasted bread for brunch!!
3)walk home even if i live in north pole.

but i were to stay at home,i would:

1)be a diligent and filial daughter and mop&sweep the floor everyday til its squeaky clean
2)meditate on the yoga mat n stay in that position til my dad comes home.
3)do everything,but nothing at the same time.

ta-dah!!! above pointers are excerpted from 'how to NOT burn a hole in your pocket*winks' by yours truly((;

k i know im such a shit hole cos i will never fufil all these requirements.YES REQUIREMENTS!!gotta start practicing them religiouslyyyy.

HAH.

anw vvvvvvvday is coming and being a child at heart(although im still v young),we'r gg to theme park on sat sounds.so.exciting.

but may i propose to go esplanade after that for night picnic?(: whoo kewlll.

anw as i was speaking,i gotta learn to save money but this 'save money' campaign shall only begin on the day after tmr as tmr is (self proclaimed),'spend it all' day:D

WHEEEE!!!!!partyyyyyyyyyyytime.

right if i were to go on,this post will be deemed pointless as it already is.k folks g2g accompany my dad as we form our lil bookclub corner((;

2009-02-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

hello world.above are the pictures we've taken in haji lane.the past few daysss have been a whirlwind tornado zoomxzzz.i'm bout to drop dead.ANYWAY,my legs are cramping from ystd's (first)hiphop course!!was rather fun and not to mention exhausting(; k thats bout all.i just realised im not a very detailed person urghhh.ahhhh.ooooh.wheeee.

byebye.

oh wait.

I HAVE A VVVV IMPORTANT MESSAGE TO YA ALL!!!!!!

valentines's day is cominggggg!!!

2009-02-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

5 random things

1) i seriously need to stop going online shopping.HALT!!!!!
2)wedding game SUCKS LIKE BALLS.at least bride wars & changeling were WAYYYY much better.
3)I am currently obsessed with coldplay songssss wheeee.
4)i cant wait to torture cherie's dog muahaha.
5)i need to pee.

2009-01-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

I WANNA JOIN DANCE CLASSESS!!!!!
somebody! anybody!! plzzzzz join with meeeeeee wheeeeeee!!

HIP HOP OR MTV DANCE,ANYONE?:DDDDD
ive alr found some places,oh won't you just join with me?

pretty please?

2009-01-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

all the soaring violin in my veins screech to a stop.

lets take one step at a time.

2009-01-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

bonjour people.

couldnt find any photos to upload,yet.at least not those taken in sentosa haha.wait til dee send over the rest of the pics and no karen,i didnt hide her td in my panties but i might though,if you keep pestering for it lol.k i shall return to her asap,remind me please cos i have a memory of an eighty year old and that reminds me of the movie'curious case of benjamin button' where he age,in reverse.i so wanna watch it like right nowwwwwwwwwwww !!

right so anw went to sentosa ystd and we did nothing much except,sun-tanning,failed attempts to play wc's (volley)ball,olging at hot hunks,get drenched in the rain though tried using the mat to shelter us(and no jolene i only stepped on your foot ONCE:D),played with seawater like some 5yr old kids(and delia got the biggest BOMBXZ!!!i meant cluster of seaweed and she got bitten by sth AHA serves you right delia((:) and urm did i mention i bloody spent $6.45 on a plate of

bloody chicken rice?!bloody hell.and and we showered in the open shower and it was damn funny and i cant even use words to describe how funny it was,HAHA.esp wc with her gatsby hair! and yeah thats bout all its nth much,really nothing much.

and today was movie with delia's friend and her friend's friends with delia and her friends,yeah all friends.not.whatever.anyway austraila was pretty hmm...mediocre?it was sooo entertaining that the guy who sat behind us start to snore,like really snore.pretty......hilarious.too bad karen you cant go cos you've missed out all the 'fun' we had woohoo!was really V FUN,not to mention bout the 1000 steps we took from forum to plaza sing.VVV FUN.but i guess cos no one knows each other so its pretty ahem,awkward(:. but still,it has a certain entertainment value to it,not really sure what i meant but yeah((:

i think thats bout all and if you've managed to read til here,i can tell you're as bored as me;D

and for your sake,i will update for you wheeeeee!

remember, just for you :D

2009-01-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

hi there,so right now i am vvvvvv bored.but no,i will not blog bout anything in particular cos the thing is that,i havent thought of anything to blog and right now i am typing out what you call alphabets for the sake of typing wheeee i know i just couldnt stop typing cos my fingers feels rejuvenated after my self massaging exercise which involve wriggling my fingers and 1 packet of green tea and dont ask me why green tea cos that was just so totally random and right at this moment i still have nothing to blog bout.nothing.blank.so i guess i will not blog bout anything and to tell you frankly,my sole purpose of this post is to annoy the shit outta you muahaha! so there you go,you've wasted minutes of your life on reading this nonsensical ramblings which contains zero substance.i tell you zero=0!!!! geddit?!?!so i hope ive done my job which is to BLOODY HELL IRRITATE YOU MUAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!(

three minutes later.....

*gulp* i am feeling so remorseful for being so utterly foolish and lame yes thats right,i think lame is how you'd describe me as right now.i'm so sorry,i will try to control myself from now and actually blog more sensibly cos you see,when this morn i woke up,i kinda left my brain on my pillowcase.HAHA! aint that stupendously funny?!

yesyes,i get it.

2009-01-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

this is my virgin post.

i would like to dedicate this post to whoever is reading it now,especially those who have constantly begged(that'd be an overstatement actually ha!) me to update my old blog so,HERE IT IS ! STRAIGHT INTO YOUR FACE! YOUR LONG AWAITED POST IS FINALLY HERE WITH MUCH ANTICIPATION!! HAHAHA!!!!

aha aha.

five mins have passed and i have no idea what to blog bout.so just let me think bout it....AH!so tmr im going sentosa like finally! the last time ive been there was last yr,NO WAIT! it was last last year.oh my oh my its alr 2009 can you believe it?!

k thats all my fingers could take for today.so happy holidays!! and it is only applicable for my fellow sec 4 students.HAH! while others sufferrrrrrr muahahahaaa.

ciao!
ps:will blog again when i am bored(: